Somewhere in Neverland...
I’ve been in a state of self loathing lately.I can’t get my appearance off my mind.I can’t get the fact that I am hideous off my mind.I don’t think that people realize how lucky they are to be bornwithout this condition.  A cleft lip/palate drags you down.I’ve never felt beautiful and I highly doubt I ever will,especially after being told for the past 21 years that I’m ugly.Kids are taught that it’s not good to be different, and that’s exactly what I am; different.I would give anything to be normal. I would give anything to not have this thingpermanently on my face.I would give anything to have a beautiful smile.I would give anything to just be considered beautiful for once. 

I’ve been in a state of self loathing lately.
I can’t get my appearance off my mind.
I can’t get the fact that I am hideous off my mind.
I don’t think that people realize how lucky they are to be born
without this condition.  A cleft lip/palate drags you down.
I’ve never felt beautiful and I highly doubt I ever will,
especially after being told for the past 21 years that I’m ugly.
Kids are taught that it’s not good to be different, and that’s exactly what I am; different.
I would give anything to be normal. I would give anything to not have this thing
permanently on my face.
I would give anything to have a beautiful smile.
I would give anything to just be considered beautiful for once. 

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    the definition of empathy.
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    I can relate to this!
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    I’d really like to meet someone who shares this curse with me..
  13. burning-carnations reblogged this from jessmaryland and added:
    I feel the same way.
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    my thoughts exactly!
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